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| everyday feels the same. i don't want to feel like that.
i want to finish everyday knowing i lived to the full,
abundantly and joyfully, clothed in His splendor.
i need to beat my flesh and not let things get to me.
i need to learn to count it all joy and overcome my
weariness and negativity.
i think i'm selfish, in that i worry more about my needs and
plans than others' hurt. i don't want that.
i love people so much. each one unique with different habits.
everyday is precious. time is precious.
jesus, help me to cherish it and use it wisely.
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| love wash over a multitude of things. | | |
| "..until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ. Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ." Ephesians 4:13-15
take me. make me. mold me, jesus. i am yours.
make me stronger. bolder.
i am disgusted with what i have let myself become..
selfish, undisciplined, negative..
make my heart sensitive to recognize the things in my life that don't matter.
Lord, make my words pleasing to you. thats my hearts desire. i want my heart to reflect YOU.
i honestly don't think that my mind has ever, in the entire span of my living, been more cluttered and full than it has been over the last few weeks.
i am so undeserving. so unworthy. but again, He showed me just how gracious He is. | | |
| "Pleasant words are a honeycomb;
sweet to the soul and healing to
the bones." Proverbs 16:24
^ most of the time i don't even think before words are projected from my mouth. and that's entirely my fault. why do i speak to fill the void of silence? silence should be considered a good thing at times.
mm, the art of conversation is so cheapened these days. its a great deal different then earlier societies where the greatest injustice was to offend someone for inferior birth or wealth.
sometimes i think that life would be so much easier if i lived in that time and i forget that i was placed in this time for a greater purpose. so it must be worth it.
thank you jesus for life.
that's been on my mind for a while. and a large sum of other things..
so be blessed friends and foes (heh). love to you all. | | |
| HI CLAN. im one busy girl. i'd show some pictaculors, but i cant seem to work our new 123895793-in-one scanner. so here's the highlights:
1. COPELAND. it was so lovely. kyla and i have a picture with AARON MARSH and you don't.
2. i miss this ridiculously good-looking female named tammy lynn.
3. Mae & Mutemath concert. words just can't describe..o wait, yes they can- you're all invited to my WEDDING. i'm betrothed to the drummer from mutemath. really.
4. futbol HAS COME TO AN END. and after this year, so has cheerleading , for jill.
5. our theatre play, "the best christmas pageant ever" is quite time consuming.
6. I chopped off my hair, but im sure you've seen it.
7. i love my Jesus so much. it breaks my heart to see people who think they can manage on their own strength.
8. Pray for snow. It's so pretty.
farewell. | | |
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